Well, this update is a stark contrast to the optimistic conjecturing found in my last post.
For one, I am no longer engaged. I decided that I'm not ready for marriage, and that I couldn't handle another long-distance relationship.
I've become a recluse - and I spend my time studying mathematics and playing video games. It's a depressing and lonely existence. Though I have family close to me, I miss the connections I had with close friends. I miss the freedom with which I could act and think - if only I could leave, and be on my own again. Alas, that seems to be nothing but an outrageous fantasy!
Hopefully, my next update will have something nice to report. Because the only message this update has to convey is one of desolation and boredom.
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